Stop the Gatekeeping

It certainly has been a while since we last talked here. Things have changed and at the same time, other things haven’t. Thankfully, I’m less emotionally charged than when I started this blog, so it feels nice to return to it with something a bit more sober. Disclaimer: I think in this post I am explaining my personal opinion, which I give you full rights to disagree with. Since the original post from @Femboy_Oreo was the epitome of ragebait, this article is centered around it in the first few paragraphs. Continue Reading...

Pretending

Dear Self, It’s been a while since we talked here. Life has been a train wreck as usual. Trying to understand your place in the world or even trying to heal from bad stuff is not the easiest thing to do, especially when you’ve been feeling your entire world collapsing under its own weight. That’s how I’ve been feeling lately, and one question keeps boggling me: What do I really feel? Continue Reading...

Can We Stop Running in Circles?

Dear Self, It’s been a while now since I’ve been stuck in this numb loop. The days blend into each other, like a song on repeat that you can’t skip. I guess that’s why I keep coming back to the same thoughts, the same patterns, the same questions that never get answered. The title of this post is a reference to a recent one I wrote, but also to Post Malone’s song Circles. Continue Reading...

Breaking Mirrors

Dear Self, Heh, we are taking this way too seriously now don’t we? The Concept of Mirrors One thing i’ve been experimenting for a while (at least in a cognitive level) is the thought of Making and Breaking Mirrors. Heavily influenced by one of my favourite artists, Gotye. Gotye’s 2011 album “Making Mirrors” draws its title from a painting created by his father in the 1980s, which Gotye discovered among old bills and newspapers in his parents’ barn. Continue Reading...

Reckless To Scared

Disclaimer: The following letter (to myself), is quite depressing and it talks about a few triggering subjects like Substance Abuse, Panic Attacks and Anxiety in general. If that's not something you'd like to read, feel free to go away. Dear Self, Well, not even a day since this blog is up, and already the second post. I am amazed by my dedication (sarcastic voice). I wanted to log how my relationship with anxiety and panic attacks started. Continue Reading...

Hello Internet

Well, I guess I need to write a first post. At least I have plenty of coffee by my desk, maybe it will help me write something, perhaps readable?! I am Zack, or human name [REDACTED BY THE CIA], and I decided after years of creating stupid shit for the internet to make something perhaps a little bit more meaningful. Something… personal, and thus this website was born. Knowing that most pups are nerds, I’ll go into the technical details of this a bit later, but just so you know, it was the most low-effort website I could make. Continue Reading...